Monday, May 30, 2005
{ 12:15 PM }
There's so many things in my mind, just not sure which to clear first..My family,my Friends, My bf and my SELf..wondering what is really wrong with me..Da fear that i have in me is just scaring me each day..I just love seeing my friends whenever they are with me, their laughter brings me nothing but joy..But it seems to be that i'm living in my own world..A world that no one can understand me and even I myself also cannot understand myself and how would i expect the people around me to understand me even more..Am i being selfish? Not letting anyone enter my world of my own..Well,but honestly i'm just glad that i have my stones around me each day,i see myself growing each day..they are just my light - showing me the true way to real friendship and life..and my other friends who has help me in one way or another,thanks alot.. my buddies -[laureie,jill,charles,jus,larri,nini,sponge,Father Terence] [Ming,Yvette,Denise,Aunty Janet,Christie]
Saturday, May 28, 2005
{ 2:26 AM }
well i guess life is just like a stage becuase you only do it once and its you can choose to do it well or just make a fool out of yourself. Da First day that i do today when i woke up is to check ma fone to see how many misses calls do i have or how many sms have i received throughout da night .. it didn't really bother me so much coz i dun care anymore.. Went to watch Monster-In-Law @ bishan with my old school friends.. i never really enjoy the movie coz i know something was really bothering me during that time.but what was i really thinking abt ? what was really going on thru my mind ? I was having doubts also.. Movie was funny and i did enjoyed myself with ma friends.. guess it's pretty late and maybe i should just go into my dreamland and search for my knight in shinning armour...