Saturday, December 31, 2005
{ 2:37 PM }
another day has gone, i'm still all alone..
one more day and we are here to welcome 2006..
gosh!! times flies man ! i can still rmeber dnd last year at yishun safra..
it was so fun, we shared joy, tears, happiness together
what's my new year resolution man ??
hmmm, cracking ma brains and think...thinking n thinking
and i still duno yet... i wan to go back to sch !! but tat old man has not given me the green light yet !! sobs sobs, when will the day come ??
i really wana thank HIM for this yr, it has been a tiring and yet a meaningful year to me..
really, espp 4 the youth retreat tat i've attended coz it has been so amazing that he shows his love in many diff ways..and now i'm sure and affirmed with his love..thank you !!
LORD,
i thank you for the many wonderful things that you're given me, i pray that you will watch over them esp ma family, ma friends and my loved ones..shower them with your love and may they experience your love one day..continue to stay with us and we can be ur humble servant to serve you lord n your people...amen !!
Saturday, December 24, 2005
{ 2:36 AM }
soon we're gonna say BYE to 2005, going to welcome the new year 2006
i can't believe time really flies so fast
so fast that i don't even know how to catch it
and soon i'm gonna turn 20, oh man so old ordy !!
looking back at the wonderful memories that i have,
trying to let the sad/bad ones go trying to keep those wonderful ones not forgetting them
i wanna wish everyone a merry x'mas and a happy new year !!
Monday, December 19, 2005
{ 12:16 AM }
really enjoyed maself these few days..i was filled with joy and happiness in ma life..
and also some sadness thou,seeing people leaving
had alot of "late nights" lately
spend quality time with me "mother-in-law" becoz she's going back to melbourne..
had 3 more extra perfumes heheh
had advent virgil in church from 10pm-6am
it was really nice and very touching to know that god loves me thou..
hahha...
well, today i went cwp and i saw someone whom i really didn't expected to see..
after seeing him, i just felt so zang !! speechless man!! alot of fleshback, felt like going up to him n giving him one tight slap but i didn't... i just walked away without looking back
sigh~
we had a song together, but now it just bring back hurtful memories..
everything was ordy in the past why pick it up again??
never live with the past...becoz you don't know wats gonna happen...
enjoy the song~~
Sunday, December 11, 2005
{ 9:53 PM }
i was cut off from the world 3 days ago,
and 3 days later, i'm back
i have to leave behind my comfort zone and to had to enter other people's life
going through a rough period to cope with my emotions
after all the tears, fears
now i have come to a final answer
I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVES ME TOO..
and i love everyone around me now
becoz of this L.O.V.E
this made me realise how everyone in ma life plays a role in my life
coz each n everyone comes in different sizes and shapes
i truely thank him for you guys
for having to change my life in a better way..
for having to realise that i've got so many gifts and talents
for having to realise how special i am to you
for having to realise that the people around me really loves & care for me
I luurve you all..
special thanks to ...
laurie/jill/sheila/charles/larri/jus/nini/shabin/charlyn/jeff/sher/pris/audrey/sheldon/joel/bernard/
thank you lord, i just wanna thank you lord..
Jesus, you are ma best friend, you will always be
nothing will ever change that... AMEN !
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
{ 11:41 PM }
sigh, work sucks man
had to a big arguement with this F***ked up SINGAPOREAN GUY
got the police involved also..
what's wrong man??
Because he can't wait patiently for his baby stroller
i dun think it was ma fault
why can't he be a little bit understanding
wait a bit can die is it??
why everyone behaves this way??
want this want that..
so damn demanding
so what we're singaporeans
holding the same I/C (pink)
everyone thinks that singaporeans are the same
kiasu,unreasonable and they always think for themselves !!
better make sure i dun see him around in singapore..!!
Sunday, December 04, 2005
{ 2:21 PM }
how do i say goodbye to someone i never had
why do tears fall for somone who was never mine
why is it i miss someone i was never with
why do i love someone whose love cannot be mine
Friday, December 02, 2005
{ 1:48 AM }
oh man, the year is coming to an end in 30 days time..gosh!! times flies man..it really flies, and soon,I'm gonna turn 20 next year, oh man !! there's goes my teenagehood..what have i been doin for the past 19 years?? Looking back at those times,i don't think i had a pretty good childhood huh..why?? it's all a long story man, i always envy people so much that i dun even get what i wanted.I've always been told that i was one of the luckiest...with what?? i don't know ?? Trying to figure what happen during ma childhood?? did i really enjoy it?? or if i have the chance to ever turn back the time, i would want to have it the best with all the people whom loves me and of course i love them exp for some people in my family!! and the sudden feeling that everyone is no longer the same anymore..they've changed. Some might have change for the better, but i notice some have been becoming from bad to worst and now, it horrible ! Wat has the world change to become this world ?? I'm like living in a world full of fake n plastic people, who tried very hard to cool but they just can't make it and some just trying to pretend to keep up the trend..monkey see,monkey do and everyone tends to follow everything..WHY ?? i hate to say this but i hate the world now.. feeling so upset with myself with the people around me moving in n out of ma life and guess what they left behind?? they left footprints that either has brought me joy or sadness..thanks people !! i'll just shut up and do whatever that i'm told to do and enjoy life to the fullest for this moment of time.
