Friday, April 28, 2006
{ 4:09 PM }
looking at myself, comparing my friends and myself.. i guess i'm really the ruined one! everyone's graduating from poly, jcs, and the cert that they receive at the end of the day, is really recongnised by Singapore. What i'm worried is that my cert would not be recongised in singapore..
yeah, i know i wanna hositalility management!! the service industry. I made a pledge to myself and as well as ming that the both of us wanna go into the flying team as in cabin crew or as a flight stewardess for SIA, but i'm really afraid that my cert would not be recongised.. how how how how how..
i really regret not really studying real hard for tat DAMN O levels la, if not i guess i would be in poly right now.. then i don't have to worry so hard about SQ and worry that i can't be air stewardness ...... how how how how, i created all this for myself !! I HATE MYSELF
Thursday, April 27, 2006
{ 1:52 PM }
i really can't be bothered about whatever is happening in my life, am i born to be in this kind of situations ? sometimes i just realise that people around me, they don't really know who i am, worst still is they say they know me. Is a whatever situation right now. FUCK!! why am i feeling this way. ARGUHH!! must be some people who made me feel this way.. i'm thankful that i've got few people in my life making me realise how special i am and what am i to them.. thanks stones! but am i a walking headache ? if i am, can you please let me know.. thanks
Friday, April 21, 2006
{ 10:02 PM }
well have been back home for quite some time ordy.. very surprised with whatever that is happening around, more updates i hear from many people. Mum's in Japan right now having her own holiday..damn!! if i know tat she's going after my melbourne trip, i would sure to follow here man !! but well, SCH'S STARTING SOON .. on monday hippieee!!woah, imagaine if i had really gone with her to japan, one holiday after another COOL. F0llow mum into the transit area since i've still got my airport pass i escorted mum and guess what! mum bought me a new perfume!! one more to my perfurme collections!! HUGO BOSS. Have been thinking to get it but after realising i've got quite a few bottles already so since it's from mummy yeap!! AND I choose smth 4 dad too.. bought for him chanel.Hope he liked it Have been thinking to get it but i've got quite a few bottles there ordy so, since mummy wanted to buy me so i chose that.
Ever since mum left for japan, dad has been really talking to me ever since i came back from melbourne, bringing me to chong pang for breakfast, asking me to go n take up driving!! and he's paying ... seriously i thought i was dreaming about whatever is happening but it's not a dream. God has finally answered ma prayer.. he's been really nice to me! like FINALLY we're really on talking terms :) and i'm really glad about this! - thank you lord for making this happen!
mummy's coming back on sunday, can't wait to see her!! miss her loads..mummy if you can see this(but i doubt so).. i MISS U.. finally ming decided to give me a call after a million years!! felt as if he's been in there like forever... oh miss him man!!
Went to book my BASIC THEORY test date.. it's 17 May @ 6.45pm, i just want to get it and done with man !
tired of typing ordy.. shall end here FULLSTOP!
BABOOSH
Monday, April 17, 2006
{ 12:14 PM }
The kisses of the sun,I didn't blink,were sweet
I let it in my eyes, like an exotic dream, I don't know what to say, the radio playing songs
That I have never heard !Oh, not another word !
And now the bells are ringing and everybody's singing
My inspiration flows inside an empty room around my head it goes
Now wait to hear the tune "the magic melody" You want to sing with me?
Now the night is gone The music is the key, still it goes on and on
I long to set it free so deep inside of me
I don't know what to do just can't explain to you
I don't know what to say
Oh, not another word !!!
