Wednesday, May 31, 2006
{ 8:54 PM }
went to meet ken today at city hall mrt station to have lunch with him coz it's his brirthday today!! after a long walk, we decided to have lunch @ machie :) he order smth that looks gross and i had sambal stingray.. i wasn't in the mood to eat so i manage to throw everything to him.. haha, he finish everything for me la.. so after machie, i thought of going to carrefour to buy my fav fruit juice but damn cravings came along, the crave for beancurd was damn strong la, so decided to bring him to eat it. he was walking n sweating at the same time la, goodness can't stand man sweating la!! hahah... he had a cold beancurd that manage to cool him down for a while but smth really funny happen at the shop.was damn funny la. "ah di, that one is for blowing beancurd''..
after beancurd session, went to walk around at ps. boring~ can see him yawning n yawning coz he didn't manage to slp well ever since sat la.. (sorry ken,its my fault) after seeing him so tired, we decided to head home.
i guess its the last time...
i'm prepared for the worst :)
*happy 21st birthday
Friday, May 26, 2006
{ 12:31 AM }
everything's happening so fast, i don't know what to react and i really don't know what to do. I'm shocked, surprised. It's so sudden and i didn't expect to be you ? of all the people that is around me, but why YOU ?
everyone's thinking is different now!! what has the world become?? i just really don't understand! why why ? why must we fall in love ? why do we have to do things beyond our control ?why don't we think of the consequences before we do anything.
I'm worried for you, coz i'm afraid that you might not be able to take up the challenges after this! I'm happy for you because i know you'll be able to find your happiness after this but what will happen no one knows.. but i wan you to know i wan you to be happy. coz seeing you happy, i'll be happy as wel.. arggghhh, i just cross my fingers coz i really don't know...
Thursday, May 25, 2006
{ 3:29 PM }
back to the blogging world again. i'm back to normal again, feeling hyber!
gosh work has been tiring for me, walking up and down, rushing for flights argghhhh
goin to have my final exam for the first semester.. scary thou coz haven had any exams for a long long time. presentation went smoothly..
i just can't wait for production to finish, hang in there people, i know its hard and lets just remind ourselves that we do it not for the glory of ur, but for the glory of him (the one up there) and as well for st john vianney
Thursday, May 18, 2006
{ 6:58 PM }
gosh, i'm feeling damn ill can .. no in the mood to do anything, feeling so freaking restless, so tired, so lazy! fever, flu, cough, sore throat all come together! what the hell, probably they think is some gathering thingy that's why..
i feel like shit can, got presentation to be completed, got to go for work on friday, and SAT another presentation, siht man.. maye not enough rest or what.. i just feel like shit can, so weak..
craving for nasi lemak, twisters fries and dumpling ! ! ARGGHHH
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MR CHUA JUN HUANG ! ! GROWING OLDER NOW, but mr chua i really enjoy ur company.. thanks for being my frien =) and i enjoyed myself !! heheee =)
wells peeps got to go now n complete my presentation ciao
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
{ 2:30 PM }
well, its been a struggle for me over the weeks with school, work n other unnessary problems tat i've got thru.. now, it's a decision for me to make, should i pick up the challenage to go for the Singapore youth choir audition ? should i ? should i not ? its a decision that will make me even more busy, commitments, more practices ? lesser time to spend with my friends..
so please.. let me know, give me some directions ?
MAN... i need to club, i wan to club, someone bring me !!
Sunday, May 14, 2006
{ 12:50 AM }
i'm going thru a rough time at home. I really don't know what's going on within this family. Sometimes i just ask myself, why this family? what's wrong? was it a mistake tat i was born or what.. can anyone answer my question. A period of time, i can feel a sense of belonging here but sometimes all i have is doubts ?
my dear friends, i really need support and encouragement from you all. sometimes i really don' know who to turn to. i don't have a definite answer how to do and what to do. i'm tired!! i wanna bring it to a stop, but how and when can i ever achieve it? can anyone tell me.
where can i find a shoulder to lean on ? where can i find a pair of listening ears ? where can i find a truthful heart ?
to be honest, i'm trying to pretend to be strong but deep inside, i'm really soft!!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
{ 11:36 AM }
this is damn stress can ~~
so many things to do. everything is coming to me in one short!!
school.. project.. assigement..
and everything.. !!
when will this end ??
Thursday, May 04, 2006
{ 12:54 PM }
what is happening to me ? do i really lack of freedom ?
i feel as if i'm a bird, don't know where i want to fly to!
they pretend to know me well, but who are you to judge me for who i am
just becoz of one mistake that i've made, you send me to life imprisonment.
who do you think you are to be saying all these kind of things to me
why do you have to be so judgemental ? do you have the right to do it in the 1st place
call yrself a catholic, omg!! PLEASE.. stop it!!