Monday, January 22, 2007 { 4:21 PM }

working life was never part of my plan
but why do i have to go through all those shit
people often ask me how come i'm working two jobs
how do i answer them
do i have a choice to have two jobs
maybe i should state it clearly here.
my parents are not supportive of my education.
my parents dun give me $ anymore.
i have to earn to pay whatever bills i have
and to come n think, if i really wanna continue my studies, who is going to pay for it ?
my own expenses, transport and those necessary things.
i'm really tired.
totally drained off.
why can't you guys just understand me
for once.
i know i don't express my feelings to you . to who i can tell all my problems
he's up there,knowing what i'm going through. but being called my frien, do you ?
all of you have the support of your family members, i don't have
do i belong to this family or that ?
or do i even have a family in the 1st place


i really feel that this world is not fair.
so what if i graduate from a private school ?
so what if i don't have a cert from a local poly?
that does not make a professer.or a genius ?

now i have to make a choice.
commitment to the stones and also a full time job
which is more important
i've been really praying
i don't hear anything from that little voice
i'm lost
totally lost.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007 { 9:44 PM }

work work work.
been working since monday.
morning shift.
730-1630
delay flights.
so troublesome.
excess baggage.
ticket problems.
flight return to bay
medicial case.
shit man
went work alone.feeling so naked without my mp3 player.
i'm thinking to get another mp3 player.
which one should i buy.
can someone give me ideas?
i need a new fone too..
hmm.
ideas.
anyone ?

Sunday, January 14, 2007 { 10:48 PM }

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
LAU PEI YI JUSTINA ..
finally now you're 20.
and i just want to say that i'm
really proud of you .
coz you're the inspiration for me to
work harder.
may you enjoy this special day
and may the lord continue to shower
you with his many blessings.
:)

Friday, January 12, 2007 { 12:52 AM }

after a long decision.
jill and i finally make our way to town today!
for retail therapy.
retail therapy: thumbs up!
bought a few things
a adidas bag, a adidas water bottle.
and a shirt.
and the shirt was paid by jill dason.
by VOUCHER.
takashimaya having great.
sports sales till 14.
anyway jill. i had a great session with you today.
it was totally awesome, the funny things we did.
the crazy we laughted about.
i hope we can do it again

Thursday, January 11, 2007 { 1:14 AM }

Dear diary,
i hope you're listening to me blogging.
i'm feeling really tired about the nonsense that is around me
tired about the people who is doing those S***.
when can i let go of everything? this is too much for me to handle.
charlie, if you're reading this this is for you
how much i wish i could turn back time.
it was not me who want it this way.
why? why must all these things happen to me
they're still arguing on that issue that happened in 2006.
fuck!
whats their fucking problem.
whats wrong with them
i duno whether to curse them or just pretend nothing happen and be strong
no point talking to them.. you think they will bother to listen to you .
i tried.
tried calling them as what you told me to.
but in the end what did i get ?
cold shoulders? brushing me away with that kind of tone.
i don't wan friendship to be ruin.
i'm tired of wearing that mask pretending that nothing had happen.
charles: give me my own space, i know you've been trying to talk to me and try talking thing out.
i need my space.
i need to cool down.
i need to think
if you wan, try my e-mail.
i will reply!

Friday, January 05, 2007 { 12:15 AM }

after shabs tagged my blog saying that i should upload some fotos. so here you go shabs
few fotos that we took during xmas(haha abit late i know)
these are those few monkeys that i truly love.
PGs: i'm missing you guys now! really. haha i serioulsy wonder where the hell we got Pg.
my cornerstones. 4 years. many more to come.
i luurve you guys

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