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Baby, don't say goodbye.

about me.
Name: Charlene aka Jassie
Egg Crack on: 18 Oct 1986
Age: 22
About you:
Libra
Happy go lucky
Cheerful. Most of the time smiling
Tries to be optimistic
Thinks alot when nobody is looking

I W.a.n.t


A new layout for my room
A tv in my room
A Fridge in m room
tagboard .
tagboard here. cbox recommended(:

links.
him
Laurie
NiNi
Jillie Baby
Carol
Jessica
Tammy
XiaXue
Xiaoxue
Maxi
Li Fen
Rainnie
Lexine
Michelle Kang
Grace
ELsie
Archives:
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Monday, December 31, 2007 { 10:27 PM }

in a few hours time, i've got to waved goodbye to year 2007.
many things have happen during the year, be it good or bad.
this year have really been a tiring year for me
this has brought a close to all the things tat i've been doing in church, everything with the cornerstones
the happy memories, the problems that we've got thru with each other
but after so many years, they have make me grow in a stronger person, they have changed the way i think, my temper and even my emotions.
i feel very wasted that its gone now.
there's no longer be cornerstones in church but deep down in my heart, it will always remain here
i will have to carry everything that i've learnt with me and move on to the other chapter that i will begin with.

looking back in the year 2007, the choices that i've made, the friends that i've met, the problems that i've encountered, the arguements that we've got, the downfalls that i have but of course this will add on to the nice things that have happen.
let me recall what special things...

1. converted to sats on 19 june 07
2. meet him on 280307
3. him bringing me to batam to meet his other family members
4. bringing me to Kl for our little holiday
5. spent my 21st birthday with him
6. my precious DIAMOND ring

on top of these, we had our bad times too..
things that almost made us fall apart
hopefully this year would be a better year
i promise him that i will change to be a person this year.
to change my stupid temper, my attitude towards everyone
and of coz not forgetting the things that i promised him..

may 2008 bring everyone a good year
and may our love be stronger yeah !
baby i love you


once again, wanna wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Saturday, December 29, 2007 { 11:45 PM }

when i saw his going away again, i was shocked.
where is he going this time ?
is he going to run away again this time round ?
i was scared
my mind was really running wild
maybe he just needed the time to be alone.
i duno

i'm going to apply leave in jan for our first family holiday trip to bangkok.
25-28 jan!
hopefully admin approves my leave
and that means i must start saving up my money + my pay
cannot go shopping from now till jan
coz i'm going to do my shopping in bangkok
hopefully baby's going too.. coz he told me so tat he's going to apply leave as well
and hope he gets it
and that also means i can to see my aunt in thailand.
omg i miss her so much
wondering what should i get for her when i see her.. hmmm, ponders
any ideas ?

what should i get for our little PG's gift exchange ?
secret, not telling anyone.. hehe
you think i'm buying for you.. NAH!!! wait long long k

oh gosh what a timing to blog. i've got so many things i wanna blog about but i've got no time..
i wan to slp now, so tired aft the 'long' swim at nini's house
ZzZzZzZzZ..
can you hear my bed is calling me now,
alright peeps, update again yeah

Cheers

Thursday, December 27, 2007 { 12:08 AM }

the moment that i realise when my precious phone was missing.
my heart starting pumping even more.
the phone that my hubby bought for me, it was just so precious to me that i couldn't describe how
the phone was like my pillar of strength.
inside contains the beautiful pictures that we took, the promises that you made to me
and those touchy n mushy words that you told me
and now its GONE.
everything about you n me
whatever i have now is the beautiful memories that we had for the past 8 months
i would have to cherish those beautiful memories until my last breath is taken away.

i blame myself for feeling so insecure these few days
hate this side of me

Sunday, December 23, 2007 { 2:32 AM }

i can finally access to the cyber world again telling the world how i am feeling now.
i feel totally shit.crapped and hopeless.
this feeling has been with me since that day. i made out the mess myself, and now i have to clear the shit and the mess myself as well.
i have no one to turn to now , well, that explains why i have to turn to online bloggin .
i wan to cry out loud. my heart is so weak now, my strength of pillar is gone and he's the man that i really love.
no one has shown me or taught me how to love and really love your partner wholeheartedly.
i'm listen to class 95 now and they're really playing those songs that makes me even more weak
its all about love songs.
baby, if you're reading this now, this is really from the my heart. i wan to tell you so many things. but i'm afraid of the ego side of you.
i know you don't wan to show me that side of you , but i guess i'm seeing it now.
the past few weeks for me is totally shit. i feel so weak without you beside me
i feel so lost.
the day when you went away, it was the most horrible day for me in the whole entire life living in this lonely world for me.
i dun wan you to think that i make you learning experience becoz of yr previous gfs.
you've showed me what is love all abt, but i guess i only knew the true meaning only when things start to happen and start to change for me.
i love you and its true. things has ordy change and wld be the same again like how we use to be in the past, i really dunoo. i have no clue at all.
i know whatever i say it useless, becoz words don't mean anything to you ordy .
i can only show and to prove it to you .
i have to be strong now even though at times i really feel like giving up, but i can't bear to see us separate.
it hurts me now when i see you falling ill and you don't wan me to take care of you .
it just hurts me so badly.
i really got no one to turn to now.
i'm really trying to be a better gurl now.
i wan to change..
change for us and also for our future
i really meant it when i told you that i wan to go register for rom
i'm nt kiddin.
you might think i'm jus taking it for fun but no
i really mean it
i know it takes time for us to get back again, i'll wait no matter what
but i really do hope you give me a last chance to really prove what i meant was for real
like the song A1 sang:
Please give me one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up.
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you.

i can neveer find another man who loves me as much as i love you
never
all i ask is just one last chance.