Sunday, January 20, 2008 { 2:56 PM }

i'm feeling really lost

i felt as if you tried to save me with the float

but you left me hanging in the big blue sea by myself

Friday, January 18, 2008 { 10:11 PM }

i thought we manage to make things up again
but why do things have to turn out this way ?
i was so happy that you decided to give me that last chance

my heart sank when i saw that stain on yr shirt
it really hurts me, but i cant show you my anger

you disappear again
by not switching on yr phone, what are you trying to do?
i'm scared , scared that things will happen like in the past
can some one direct me again ?

Tuesday, January 15, 2008 { 3:39 PM }

{ 3:26 PM }

ten more days counting from today
counting down to BANGKOK
yippieee...
going with the whole family.
everyone!
this is the first time everyone is going holiday
i mean everyone in the house,except for my grandma la.
cant wait to see my aunt n uncle
shopping, shopping and shopping and more shopping
and that wld means my pay including my bonus wld be gone too...
but its ok, once in a while its ok

hmmmm...saw this china gurl at work having a gucci bag, damn nice
but wondering if its real or fake who knows maybe - made in china
hahah

having bad cramps now, really !
this sucks
aarrgghhhh
wanan rest but have to head out later with my sec sch fren whose leaving us to study
thinkin if i shld go annot...
wells, it doesn't matter if my presence wld make a difference thou
yeap
alrights guys
wanna go rest 4 a while.

love all

jasmine

Sunday, January 13, 2008 { 9:45 PM }

{ 9:25 PM }

I shant deny the fact that i still love you

I shant deny anything

But...

Once broken...

I guess no matter how much adhesives i try to use, i just cant fix it back...

No matter


but all i ask if one last chance


to prove my love to you


i'm very sure that our love can go through all the test that is ahead of us


my heart can't stop crying


i wan to find back the love that we've lost

{ 12:23 AM }

my heart is crying

whenever i close my eyes, tears wld just fall out by itself

really painful

all i ask is one more chance

Wednesday, January 02, 2008 { 9:50 PM }

its been a long n lonely day for me
was sick having fever n a bad throat, thank god i m off today so didnt had to go to the doc to get a mc.
baby had to leave to KL for his own holiday without me!! how fair can this be. humph
wondering what is he doing now?
the room is practically quiet without him and i feel pretty empty as well...sigh
tried callin him but his fone is off - as usual
hate that feelin of bein alone
whenever i'm sick, he's there to take care of me but now he's away can't get used to it
another 5 more days den he wld be back
he told me unless he's sick of that place den he wld be back
hopefully he sick of that place n he comes back tmr(evil laughs)

new year's eve is pretty good for
even though i did my little countdown at home, but its my first time counting down the new year with my bf, at home, physically with him as well too.
when the moment 2008 came, i gave him a big hug n burst out into tears.
tears of joy and also the tears of sadness too...
coz i had to bid goodbye to 2007..how silly am i
i wish this year would be a better for me and Us of cause

i love you hubbybaby