Monday, February 25, 2008 { 9:41 PM }

i miss you

you heard me ?

i miss your voice

i miss your kisses

i miss your everyting

where are you ?

can you head me crying out loud

Saturday, February 09, 2008 { 1:49 AM }

part I
just realise that you changed yr number
to avoid me
or never to contact me ever again.
or to never let me know where's ur whereabout.

i know what you mean now..

part II
i'm happy in csu now..
really happy
people there are so niceee..
i'm so grateful i've got a good mentor..he's super nice!!
i hope its UFN..
i'm going to love my new uniform ..
will take many many photos of it..
wheeeee
valentine's day is coming..
i'm free anyone ??

Friday, February 08, 2008 { 11:26 AM }

happy new year everyone..
gong xi fa cai !!
new year just another routine thing again but i always love to eat the food that mum cooks
coz i only get to eat it only during chinese new year so probably some random days..
all my relatives are heading overseas to celebrate their new year..
who know maybe they wan to save on angbao tats why..

on the first day of new year..special someone came over my place to have lunch after a long arguement!! was nice to have that special someone over. den i wun be so bored for the whole day.. things happen and i wan to forget !! spare me the details
special someone had to go aunt's place but last min got called off n that gave another excuse to stay a while longer..
had to mit friends for movie so no choice haf to leave...
oooo but it was nice...*sweets*

but the bad thing that happen to me was falling sick on chinese new year..
flu sore throat cough flu
i hope mr fever don't come knocking
i wanna recover soon ..

to shabs: please change our date to the 14 can .. 16 i really really can't
please!!!





to you

i'm just hurt by what you said
you wld just think this wld be test
i've never treated you like a guinea pig
probably who knows now you're happily attached with that girl who is is love with you
the gurl who i saw you having ur supper with at geylang
it doesn't matter anymore
i'm just like yr little guinea pig too..
thank you for bringing me so much that i have to forget
so much that i don't even know which one to start from

i wanna run away

Friday, February 01, 2008 { 10:50 PM }

this is for you ..
jeremy kam ming li !!

I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.
Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

and I won't let go.

{ 10:41 PM }

now i'm alone in this world facing all the problems

now he's gone

he will nv return anymore

there's no more goodnight kisses

no more morning kisses as well

its going to a brand new life for me now

i got to be strong now

stronger