Wednesday, May 21, 2008 { 1:22 AM }

hello back to the cyberworld again ...
alright this time no more emo feeings again ..
would like to share some personal thoughts with you guys out there...
have been thinking about this for quite sometime...
everyone thinks being a pilot is a easy job..since when has it been easy!
with that pit cap on your head, bearing that huge responsibility to bring hundreds of lives here and there.
sharing those profits that the airline earn.
being able to travel around the world which many people can't enjoy
earning thousands of dollars each month.
THINK AGAIN !
your decision can affect everyone on board the flight.

scenario one:
you have a hundred pax on board a flight with you on the way to a destination.
half way thru the flight, your crew comes up to you and inform you that you have a pax who needs immediate medical attention (critical condition) , if not the person will die.
you as captain of the flight who is in control of everything of the plane.
what would yr decision be ?
to stopover to the nearest airport to allow that pax to get medical treatment.
if you stopover, the airline will have to compensate to the other passengers on board as they will lose their connecting flight if they have any to that destination.
they will be not be there on time.
some businessman will not be able to sign a one million contract..
would you choose to save a life or the airline will have to suffer a huge loose for the compensation.
thats why its never easy to make a decision.
life is just so tough, dont you think so ?
every choice that you make, somehow or rather, it will affect the people around you

penny for your thoughts..


jassie...

Friday, May 16, 2008 { 1:13 AM }


haven been bloggin for sometime..
haven found the right reason to blog or maybe i should say now i've got the reason to blog becoz
i've got no one to turn to ..
everyone sooo busy with their own work .. those should be wrking are wrking ordy, those suppose to be going to sch are attending classes everyday except for me
i guess i'm the one leading the abnormal life.
when my friends ask me out i gave the reason that i'll be wrking
and when i'm free trying to get my friends out, they would be wrking ..
everyone grown up now..they lead their own life and settle their own things n shit..
i'm clearing my piece of shit everyday...
i'm really worn out..sick n tired
at work, i've got no one to turn to, to pour out my sorrows, my complains.
i'm at that stage feeling so lonely and down.
back to home, i lock myself in this lonely room of mine, facing the com listening to songs.
talking to people whom i call friends but do they consider me as their friend ?
i have long forgotten those people whom i call true friend
who are they ?
i'm really feeling so lonely and down
feeling very depressed, upset everything and everything
feeling very lost, feeling so demoralised
can someone send me some direction to follow ?

ever since there's no more cornerstones.. there's no more sense of belonging that i feel b4
i'm sorry gurl if i've got to call you almost everytime jus to talk to you
i guess you're the only one who knows me, really !
you have given me promise of a fren, who promised to be there for me all the time
i'm sorry if i have to be a pain in the a**
sorry guys, i wanna let you all know this:
i'm so glad tat i make it to shabs birthday dinner tat night
even thou dinner was ex n little, but the friendship has filled me with joy
which almost made me cry becoz after sooo long. we finally met up
almost everyone dearest to me was there..

when would it be the next time tat we ever meet again ?
PGs : when can we ? when ???

if you're are my frien ?
can you please tell me again ?

thank you ..