Wednesday, October 28, 2009 { 11:50 PM }

9 mins more and this day is offically over.
waited for him to come but no news about him .
tried calling him and sent him a couple of sms,
but in the end , no response at home.

my mind is filled with many thoughts.
anything about him .
i see him everywhere in the room .
just that i don't get to see him at work now.

all that i'm asking for you to come back to me..

please

baby , can you hear me ? i miss you

{ 1:50 AM }

ages since i've been back here to say what i wanna say , feel what i'm feeling.

i'm in a complete lost of words at this present moment.
i don't know what to say coz my mind is blank.

depressed and sadness are my companion for tonight.
they've been with me since he left.

the room is felt with complete emptiness and silence at night.
no one seems to be beside me any longer.
there's no more smell that belongs to you any longer.

i'm losing out everyday.
feeling fearful, so scared that i might bump you into you one fine day.
but it didn't seem the way it is.
deep down, i was really hoping to see you again .
i want to hear you , feel and to hug you and to tell you how much i love you .

I'm sorry that I hurt you
I took for granted all you gave so freely to me
I prayed it's not too late
To save you from a broken heart
To promise you I'll make a brand new start
Believe me when i say

You are all that I need
The only treasure I see
You're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night
When I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need

please come back to me baby ..

I love you ..