Wednesday, October 28, 2009
{ 11:50 PM }
9 mins more and this day is offically over.
waited for him to come but no news about him .
tried calling him and sent him a couple of sms,
but in the end , no response at home.
my mind is filled with many thoughts.
anything about him .
i see him everywhere in the room .
just that i don't get to see him at work now.
all that i'm asking for you to come back to me..
please
baby , can you hear me ? i miss you
{ 1:50 AM }
ages since i've been back here to say what i wanna say , feel what i'm feeling.
i'm in a complete lost of words at this present moment.
i don't know what to say coz my mind is blank.
depressed and sadness are my companion for tonight.
they've been with me since he left.
the room is felt with complete emptiness and silence at night.
no one seems to be beside me any longer.
there's no more smell that belongs to you any longer.
i'm losing out everyday.
feeling fearful, so scared that i might bump you into you one fine day.
but it didn't seem the way it is.
deep down, i was really hoping to see you again .
i want to hear you , feel and to hug you and to tell you how much i love you .
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I took for granted all you gave so freely to me
I prayed it's not too late
To save you from a broken heart
To promise you I'll make a brand new start
Believe me when i say
You are all that I need
The only treasure I see
You're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night
When I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need
please come back to me baby ..
I love you ..
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
{ 10:39 AM }
Songkran is a Thai traditional New Year which starts on April 13 every year and lasts for 3 days. Songkran festival on April 13 is Maha Songkran Day or the day to mark the end of the old year, April 14 is Wan Nao which is the day after and April 15 is Wan Thaloeng Sok which the New Year begins. At this time, people from the rural areas who are working in the city usually return home to celebrate the festival. Thus, when the time come, Bangkok temporarily turns into a deserted city.
Songkran is a Thai word which means "move" or "change place" as it is the day when the sun changes its position in the zodiac. It is also known as the "Water Festival" as people believe that water will wash away bad luck.
The Songkran tradition is recognized as a valuable custom for the Thai community, society and religions. The value for family is to provide the opportunity for family members to gather in order to express their respects to the elders by pouring scented water onto the hands of their parents and grandparents and to present them gifts including making merits to dedicate the result to their ancestors. The elders in return wish the youngsters good luck and prosperity.
ooo wells, i was there for this Songkran festival in ChiangMai. I really enjoyed myself!! thumbs up to us and everyone who was there.its was awesome how we can just splash water on strangers, people whom you not know, but they would just turn to you and give you a great smile.
I remember what my dad did.. he saw mr policeman coming towards us, and from the back dad jus splash water on him..it was really a sight to see..
I hope to go back there again!! chiangmai..
will upload photos for you all to see...
Friday, April 10, 2009
{ 12:11 AM }
another 6 more hours, i'll be off to thailand again !!
Wee, excited.. and exciting!
finally can meet my auntie and uncle again ~~
happy holidays to me n ourselves..
love...
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
{ 1:28 AM }
counting down to my trip
3 more days
Monday, April 06, 2009
{ 1:24 AM }
work hasn't been really good for me!
too many to handle!
people at work has been really nice..
made a few new friends that has given me a chance to get to know them and also their culture..
someone went to bangkok and bought me something~
hahah.. thank you Mr Brian Bong~
wendy came back from nkg and bought me pretty lots of things..
she bought me a duck ! yan shuai ya~ all the way from china!!
so nice of her.. thanks wendy!
Wee~ i can't wait for cnx to come~
counting down to 4 more days..
here i come...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
{ 11:11 PM }
my dearest stones:
my previous past was not refering to any of you ,
if it refer to anyone of you , i'm truly sorry
this post is for my another group of friends at work.
my foreign friend whom i have been really close has been ignoring me at work..
and this friend is resigning n returning back to china in May.
she is peggy and in the previous post i've mentioned about her.
and venisa, if you really think i'm self-centered.
i'm sorry
i never meant to hurt anyone in my blog.. sorry
{ 2:08 AM }
i guess for my 3 days off, i would have to stay at home and rot..
i don't seem to get enough rest myself
i should give myself a pat on my shoulder,
two days in a row, i receive compliments from my passengers... Wee~
But there's something i really upset.
it don't even takes you a long time to reply an sms, is really an excuse!
i just have to take my hat off you ! and to everybody.
i guess its time for me to leave those friends behind and make new ones...
its really very tiring..
i'm really tired..
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
{ 12:44 AM }
Bah! I have no inspiration to blog lately, don't know why. During droughts like this I often think that my blogging time is up and I will slowly rot into obscurity, but so far something else always pops up and everything goes fine again.
I haven't been blogging because nothing much interesting is happening in my life, and so there is nothing to blog about.
Anyway, i really appreciate those people who actually did bother to reply my smses, pretty disappointing when i tried to wanna organise an event but no one is free.. wtf..
another day another story..
my 3 days off is coming up, there's so many things that i wanna do..
sun-tann, clean up my room, rest .. SLEEP ...
im so into work and i haven got time for anyone..
but does anyone has time for me .. nah !! i dun think so ..
so whose free for a picnic on the 21mar.. let me know!
wee, can't wait for changmai to come.. 0off i go !!
